Once in a Lifetime

Instantly ——

you were the first person i had ever felt both wildly unsure of and yet also unwaveringly certain of…

the enlightenment that exposed the biggest fear in the admission of falling for you is:

the fact that i had no idea what i was doing, still have no idea what i am doing, or where i am heading …

but at the same time, i knew exactly why i could not remain focused on denial; opportunities for this kind of experience doesn’t happen often

—— only once in a lifetime